The first thing
evident, I would say, is the clutter.
Plastic water bottles, their sides dented and uneven are scattered here
and there over the three puzzle-pieced desks.
Condensation clings against the hills and valleys of the plastic
resisting the pull of gravity. I admit
to the coffee stained mugs that sit on once desolate edges and the mismatched
socks that wedge seamlessly into the most unsuspecting corners. Sculpted forms of layered lotions, sprays,
fluorescent tubes of soft smelling goop lie carefully over the scuffed wooden
dresser. They teeter silently against a
grapevine wreath. Long and spindly
fingers reach out, stiffly grasping at the white-washed walls to keep it
upright. Rising stoically behind the
twisted vines, is a poster of Picasso's "Blue Nude". Sensuous and raw, it stands as a monument to
honesty exhibited in the woman's emotional, curled form. Below, the brown rug, mysterious in its vast,
monochromatic lengths is covered with islands composed of laundry and books
like the dense earth under cities.
Rainbows of cardigans are heaped haphazardly-like over the boxy chairs
that prove to be just as uncomfortable as they look. And the sliding closet
doors, overlap in the middle leaving cashmere and lace guts to spill generously
over. Then there are the chords. They hang from filled power strips, black and
menacing. The wires weave through
miscellaneous objects to their lit up and humming destinations. They creep around shiny metal bed frames where
sheets lie mangled and crushed, untouched from the night before. From there the eye is immediately drawn to
the pills. Medications line the top of
bed rest, the regiment of a schedule evident and seemingly the only order to
the room. I will not lie to you. The scene of numerous prescriptions is not disturbing,
it is only a form of silent acknowledgement made from years of habit. Maybe it is the same with everything
though. Each act is derived from
habit. We clutch the past in one hand
and in the other, we struggle to keep hold of the present.
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